In darkness I dwelled for such a long time. Plenty of sparkles but still not bright enough.
Falling income affected my confidence, failing my wife and my children I hide.
The confluence of feelings sour in the heart…I am helpless and I am fearful to action. Failures wasn’t going away, so sticking to doing nothing, I meditated.
I invested in learning finally. Began to find my way in darkness. A journey, a path, dark and narrow, in which aspiration in itself was not enough. I did an objective assessment of myself, one which was long overdue, found out I…